Vivacious-Lathia

Someone took off my.....

2011-06-23T13:29:00.005+08:00

I was looking for a housemate so I decided to post it on the notice board with genuine approval from Client Services. Well, okay the first time I didn’t so I would have expected it to vanished. So I printed out a second copy and just towards the weekend, I found out it was gone. My blood started boiling but I thought maybe I didn’t put the exact date. Somehow I just thought people started to copy my way of advertising (talking about PLAGIARISM). I expressed my anger to my mates instead (ranting about the whole thing)…..if you guys reading this thank you for lending those lovely times and ears.

So for the third time, I had to print it out and again have to face the client services for approval. The good thing is they were kinda on shift (different faces…every time) so what a relief. So for the third time I posted it on the board without disturbing others ads. Few days gone by and I have checked…..sweet…it was still there. I had few people calling but they were still in the brink of making that final decision….which what I supposedly be doing at the first place counting every dollars before taking this expensive decision that slowly depleting my saving.

My mind was congested with alternative just to ensure someone stay in and help me paying half of the expenses that I chose to bear….unintentionally. I almost hit by a taxi (my mind was lost in space), I almost get tickets from Mr. policeman for illegally crossing the road just so that I can catch my bus to check emails update and…..I missed my bus stop few times that forced me to walked further distance. Luckily I still manage to concentrate during exams. “Doing extremely well under pressure” …that is definitely goes to my resume.

Anyhow back to the reason why I write this stuff. I was on my way to the library that was Thursday when I had a quick look on the board and I couldn’t find my ads anywhere….seriously. You tell me how am I suppose to feel? What will your reaction be?

I should be feeling infuriated but you know what I was calmed (in tranquility)...totally. Oh well I talked a little how frustrated I was but not boiling with anger as the first time.

I prayed that I will somehow find my own place and…yay..I got it. Then I prayed for a housemate….never happen. One thing I believe (and always will) that everything will be put into places…God’s will be done and if things not happening, something tells me that I may have done wrong. So by not getting a housemate I manage to cancel my tenancy agreement by helping the landlord to find replacement and that I did. Just few hours from clicking that button POST YOUR ADD in gumtree…I manage to get dozen respondents. Wow talking about blessing in disguise.

Now I know what I have done wrong because I specifically told what I want (so typical of me) before giving the chance to values whoever potential housemate that I may found and that I just don’t have enough fund to cater such privilege. By now I can start searching for another room that matches my income….LESSON LEARNED!

But million thanks to that someone who took off my ads. I can finally smile again and escape another burden of paying such ridiculous amount.

Pocket full of sunshine

2010-08-24T08:42:00.003+08:00

Lots of thing happened these past few months and by now I shouldn't say it out loud before I know it's going to happen. I spoke too soon previously. The wonderful thing is I can accept the truth without even questioning "why me?". I started to feel like a matured person who is willing to accept things as it is and had belief everything happens for a reason. It's not what happens to you that count; it's how you respond to what happened. If things aren't improving, then we are living without learning.

I also learned that whenever we cease to judge and analyze people, we get closer to them but when we analyze and criticize others, we create distance. I'm more flexible now and let others be...it surely save me a lot of unnecessary stress. I believe peace of mind comes from a change of attitude not circumstances.

Besides, who am I really to demand what others people should be doing? when truth be told that their interest doesn't includes me (regardless of what I did to make it happen).

As Deepak was saying "One of the most positive ways to live is to look on every obstacle as a hidden opportunity"....

I'm beginning to pictured myself having a pocket full of sunshine.
Sing along now....

WIIFM

2010-01-21T13:00:00.005+08:00

I have just done assisting my brother with the survey pertaining on the Dairy Products. He was conducting it with the helps of his third year students.

As we all know that doing survey is not an easy job (let alone having to do it in shopping malls) since we need to have the grit to ask any bystander should they wish to participate. With the existence of sales people around, we were somehow mistakenly presumed to be part of the gang.

We were to distribute the questionnaire consist of 12 pages which is by standard not that easy amongst the public. Some will thumbs the pages just to verify (afraid they might stumble in the midst) , some jokingly said it was like sitting for the exam but ultimately the only attraction that encouraged them to participate was the free gift (goodies) given upon completion.

We did it for 4 consecutive days but the first day was always the hardest because your expectation somewhat vague. By the second day, we prosper confidently and the number of numerator thrived. But our team begins to shrink, by the third days only 9 of us left out of 16. That did not yield us from the main purpose because each outlet (somehow looks like competing with each other) keeps on surprising us with their goodies nicely packed. Thus, it does keep our spirits going. On the final day, we were getting remarkable respondents because the manager placed us in a spot that attracts public to approach us instead of the other way around. So it does make our task easier and printed smile on our face.

To all the students participated KUDOS to you guys, its worth to celebrate.....BBQ :)!

The survey was a great success; having a full supportive leader with the helps of very determination team in alliance with well known outstanding chain of outlets. And not forgetting our respondents...the Public which eventually most of them will tune into WIIFM...(What's In It For Me)....isn't that's the way it is...all the time!

silly!

2009-12-13T10:12:00.005+08:00

3 days ago I decided to crashed in Mel and family's privacy and I'm still having a blast as I typed ....here in Mel's lovely house. They asked me if I want to go anywhere but not feeling like cruising because today is the day of rest as even Jesus is taking rest on the 7th day. Tonight I will be heading to KL before settling down in KK. Last night Mel invited her friends over and introduced them to me....Flo and Trish. I was in bed when they came....had a bad headache:(....and was my intention to just stayed still.....me being a shy monster!....but ended up cracking the laugh out loud when Trish...the one with "she's gonna hate me but I don't care" attitude came into the room and woke me up as if I was one of the soldier that was left behind. I like her by the way......she couldn't even bother WTF is going around and "pleasing everyone" is just not in her vocabulary which is fine with me because I'm pretty flexible. Now what I've learned during my conversation with them that they tends to say b.i.t.c.h or silly amongs each other and it was actually a compliment. Being Asian we were always reminded not to say bad things and stuff and last night was such an eye opener that it was just a bloody word....c'mon get over it.....BTW, we either sulked or join 'em. Life on earth are extremely brief and if it's the word makes your life miserable and depressed.....oh you're soo not loving your life or living your life as you should. We should be at least searching for the truth but definitely not fishing for compliments. I had once called silly by someone and I went beserk in silent but now whenever Aanica called me "silly aunty" ....it's like music in my ears. Ooooh it's just a word.....silly!

Renting the house.....

2009-11-16T10:03:00.017+08:00

I wonder what happen to the particular house that parents rented out?hmmmmm......

I'm currently staying with my brother here in Australia and life can be tough sometimes when you don't have enough to sustain...but fortunately we managed.

We rented a house here obviously because we are not permanent resident. Brother will only be here for another 1 year or so. So the contract for this particular house lasted for a year and next year yet another house searching activity is essential.

It is a good business to embark on but most of it goes through agent. I'm not surprised because of the demand in time and rules restriction best is left with the expert. In our scenario, we have to maintain the house as if it's our own. Every 3 months, the agent will come to inspect just to make sure that the house is in order or else....breach contract. We (I mean my brother) have to pay the rental every week without fail otherwise....breach contract!. I know I'm paraphrasing here but breach contract is one thing that they don't take lightly so you should read the contract before signing....period!

In my recollection, we have been moving from one district to another because of Dad's position as a teacher. If I'm not mistaken, we have been staying in 6 different houses until to this one that we finally can call a house of our own. Dad bought the land which comes with a house. Quite a small old house but because of insufficient fund, Dad only managed to renovate and make it bigger for all of us. The place is strategic and the neighbors are great and welcoming. Times gone by and most of my siblings are married so they moved out which left my parents and the youngest one.....me!. I know I should be getting out and living my independent life but I don't mind the distance going to work because I have my own car and I don't have to pay rent...(the witty and frugality thing to do.....smiled wickedly).

There we were just chilling out (way back then), my sister and I...yapping about the good old days ....at my brother's house (by then my brother was already in Australia)....where my parents are staying at present. Reminiscing the time when we were talking about how we wished to have a house so we don't have to move again. When we ultimately found one, it was left empty...how lonely was that!.....my heart goes deeply to that old house which embraced all our memories growing up together; it is a long list to share nonetheless. Part of it was the 'Gold" moment which held venue of my sibling's weddings celebration with full of merriment. After moved out, parents will pay a visit once a week. Then it was once a month when time is not permitted until someone put interest in renting. The fundamental idea was to demolish the house because of flash flood occur during monsoon but nothing seems to come to a final verdict; since everybody are deemed with their own schedule.....(not seriously budgeted for)

With brother's last experienced, renting a house is just exhausted. He had to deal with obstinate tenants just to demand monthly rental fee and eventually he sold the house after 3 times changing tenant and none is paying full.....how tragic!.

The problem with us is that we are so lenient and altruistic; which makes all sort of contract agreement became inadequate.

Now back to this old house which was eagerly rented by this particular tenant with promises utterance. Again my parents are merciful, God bless their amorous heart. I am not sure until when it will end but I just do hope someone will.....talk the talk and walk the walk. I probably could be that someone......which opposed the idea of renting the house at the first place.

It was a great feelin.....

2009-11-09T07:38:00.008+08:00

Last Friday was the beginning of yet another remarkable weekend. I was voluntarily looking after this beautiful baby name Francisco. I was a so-called mummy for the weekend :D

He stayed over the weekend together with his brother Juan who is charmingly talkative.
We were getting ready to Adelaide Aquatic Center to free the kids from the sauna ambiance inside the house.

I was happily feeding the baby while they were gone swimming.
There were also bystander glance at me and the baby in the cradle with massive wonders in their mind nonetheless. How awesome was that!!

He was sleeping peacefully in his cradle. It's the state of bliss make me thinking I'm dreaming.
I have seen peace and I have seen pain but through the weekend I have experienced serenity. Resting on my shoulder, the moment was so perfect.
Baby will never see the world through troubled eyes.

Waking up to see that everything is bearable
Another one of the time in my life that feels so great
Slowing down I look around and I am speechless
It's so beautiful it makes me wanna cry

It was indeed a great feelin.....

Worth the MILES...

2009-11-01T21:52:00.006+08:00

Last Friday...the day finally arrived. This notion will never occur to me if I'm living in tranquility in my own country...with my work schedule, my own world.

At 8.50pm Brother and I (with our complete attire to make us warm) left home with this "reliable transport" to pick up Romi and his family (Wife Augustine, Jason and Jane. This reliable transport refers to an old van brother trade-in just two months ago with this car I used to drive the kids to school.

Back in my mind I misses my Kembara . While brother wished he's driving his Ford Ranger.

At 9.00pm we arrived at Romi's house. It was rather a hot night and the mind can be deceitful to be thinking every place would be the same and determined the decision of choosing one's attire.

At 9.15pm after the necessary things were loaded in the van, off we go to.....'Parham'...rather unfamiliar location. This is the thing about 'hear say' we could end up in a road to nowhere. The sign - just look for a signboard with a crab picture on it (so much for a clue). At 10pm we have gone further north...still eagerly looking for the sign...but the unsure feeling clouds our mind and judgment can be restless. About 500 meter we passed by Thompson beach, suddenly Romi ordered to make a U turn and just settle in Thompson beach. When brother was about to do so, we saw "PARHAM" about 100m away (Oh well hindsight is always twenty-twenty). Decided to continue with the maneuver, we entered the junction and went further in only to locate a Bar (lol...in frustrated mood). Thus, made U turn and back to Thompson beach. Disappointment welcomed us after reaching the place only to find beach trails. Lesson of the day - never embark on a journey without proper plan or assured direction.

Therefore we are heading to Ardrossan.

Now, after the long journey we finally made it to a place that creates stories of few. Everybody so excited to go out from the van but it getting bloody damn cold. To make matter worst - key for the ignition parted into two...WHAT?!!..How do we go back?!! (Panicky attacked). Still the purpose for crabbing overcome it since we cannot do anything straight away, we might as well enjoy the moment. Romi- the experienced man who had been crabbing for few times ended up feeling cold with attire fits for clubbing except for the track pants (grins).

When we were on the wharf and found our comfy spot, Romi's pants makes a clapping sound (imagined the speed of the wind) to portray the feelings we had - overexcited joy and miserably cold. Second time experienced, brother hooked the bait thoroughly and throw the net in the air and down into the water - Splash!!. As we waited patiently, I have the moment to myself while brother and Romi having conversation which sometimes forced me to join into laughter. Romi's wife and kids were staying inside the van sleeping. There I was standing almost at the edge for the first time in the middle of the night- crabbing. 20 minutes later (after I have covered half of my childhood playback) I decided to pull out the net. Well well what do you know two crabs were trapped inside - the smallest and the biggest. The rules says we have to throw back if it less than the recommended size. Hmmm....it made me thinking do we have such rules in our country...ooopppss!

Time gone by instantly when we having so much things to reflect on. It was almost 4.25 am...what?!...it feels like a moment just by looking at the current that mesmerized me. Within those 5 hours, I saw a guy caught a shark, bunch of people continuously caught squids every 5 minutes, a smoked came out from one of the property over the hill resulted to fire blaze, brother made few phone calls related to the 'key' issue. By the end of the hour we caught 10 crabs.

By 5am we decided to take our nap and headed to the van. So preoccupied with crabbing, we became oblivion to challenge our mind for the solution of the problem we encountered-broken key!!. I supposed we get used to 'just hit the button' mode made the 'handling key' to be such hassle. Point to ponder- prepare for the unprepared because when we do come out from our 'comfort zone' at least we are ready to face the deadly ugly truth!!

Inside the van, the kids are sleeping peacefully and left the grownups to indulge in serious talk for solution to get home. Since RAA can only unlock the steering wheel but not to tamper the wire which is illegal. Hence, Romi called his friend Rollan. Now picture this, Rollan is staying 45km down south from our house location. He has to drive alone at dawn about 150km to Ardrasson from our house just to hand over the spare key. Would you go?! Well he did arrive with a smile on his face with the key in his hand. Brother thanked him profusely and offered him money for fuel, which he wouldn't accept. Love leaves a legacy..."How you treated other people, not your wealth or accomplishment, is the most enduring impact you can leave on earth". KUDOS to Rollan!!

Awaken by the sunrise, we glad to witness the breathtaking scenery.

While waiting for the rescue, we caught another 4 crabs which bring 14 crabs altogether. We took 6 crabs and left the rest to Romi.

Along the way back, as tradition the passenger in front has to stay awake to accompany the driver. I kept my eyes open the whole time even though hard. There were times I pretentiously enjoying the outside views just to develop conversation with brother.

Once we reached home feeling sleepy, I gathered the energy to cook the crabs before paying back my sleep debt. After completing the task, I took a cold shower and Good night everyone - it was 2 in the afternoon. Resulted to this experienced, I had my fingers blister from pulling the rope, sleep deprive, backache after standing for hours, gastritis for insufficient food but out of all these it is worth the MILES....

Me, Jane, Bridget, Augustine, Jason and Doreen feeling overjoyed after crackin the crabs :)

I've got mail....

2009-10-27T09:32:00.004+08:00

I checked my mail today and received this wonderful conversation with God....and I thought I should share. ENJOY!

GOD: This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

ME: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now. I am in the midst of something....playing game in FB :)

GOD: What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

ME: Don't know. But I can't find free time. Life has become hectic. It's rush hour all the time.

GOD: Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

ME: I understand. But still can't figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

GOD: Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

ME: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

GOD: Stop analyzing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

ME: Why are we then constantly unhappy?

GOD: Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday. You are worrying because you are analyzing. Worrying has become you habit. That's why you are not happy.

ME: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

GOD: Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

ME: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty.

GOD: Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

ME: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

GOD: Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials but don't suffer, with that experience their life become better not bitter.

ME: You mean to say such experience is useful?

GOD: Yes, In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterward.

ME: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why can't we be free from problems?

GOD: Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

ME: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading....

GOD: If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

ME: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

GOD: Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you road ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

ME: In tough times, how do I stay motivated?

GOD: Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

ME: What surprises you about people?

GOD: When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me" Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

ME: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here. I can't get the answer.

GOD: Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

ME: How can I get the best out of life?

GOD: Face your past without regret. Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear.

ME: One last question. Sometimes I feel my prayers are not answered.

GOD: There are no unanswered prayers. At times the answer is NO.

ME: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the Day with a new sense of inspiration.

GOD: Well, keep the faith and drop the fear. Don't believe your doubts and doubt you beliefs. Life is mystery to solve not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

till it's arrived

2009-10-19T12:46:00.004+08:00

"We begin to find and become ourselves when we notice how we are already found, already truly, entirely,wildly, messily,marvelously who we were born to be". (Anne Lammot)

I have another six months left until I'm going back home for good. The past six months was a mixed feeling. Being sanguine and melancholy, my emotions moved like roco. I wanted soo badly to work voluntarily just to avoid my brain from being stagnant (not that I'm complaining staying home but just the tendency to eat grows immensely). October month started and felt so jaded of the "too much of nothing" activity. Thus, I almost purchase one way ticket home by end of this month....sounds terribly hopeless, I bite my knuckles pretty hard (you know what I'm sayin!).

Then just when I'm about to feel over the edge, something happened. I met a guy. The best thing was felt like I have known him for years that we were just clicked instantly the first time we met (sounds familiar....yup, fairly tale!). Though it's too early to tell whether it's going to last (based on my love life history) but I just feels adventurous and do the bungee jump (in his term probably rock climbing). Previously, being workaholic, I don't have time for relationships (especially shallow)...oh so I said ("I may end up playing martyr"); and only interested in making authentic connection (which only happen by trying the untried...I wouldn't know duh!)

He made me realized that " I never know what I have been missing (such a long time) till it's arrived.....this song tells everything how I felt...huggy bear:)

To discover the undiscovered..

2009-10-05T13:49:00.004+08:00

I was in the state of just plain bored and decided to discover the undiscovered. I like pizza. Everyone likes pizza no matter what ages but the question is can I make pizza?..Homemade pizza!. These day, if you have questions just goggle it (they said)...so I found one particular site that's interest me so seriously noted down every steps and viewed 3 times before commencing it.

It's easier to be said than done. Looking at how the man showed the whole process (which was sooo damn easy) makes me in urgency to just do it. So I started measuring all the ingredients accurately and make it a go. What I did not know was that the detail was not given fully. I ended up punching as if it was a punching bag because it was so damn hard. Instead of resting it for one hour, I patiently punching every 30 minutes (four times) just to release the bubbles. Eventually, the dough became soft and ready to put the toppings and voila...

I can relate this situation into real life. I sometimes see people's lives are so beautiful that I have this wild imagination and wished I was part of it. But there were few events that made me in a profound realization that I shall be content. God may say WAIT but he never says WORRY...

Good enough

2009-09-09T10:14:00.006+08:00

I have been reading some articles in random and was shocked to find out that depression is dominating the teenager's life that can lead to suicidal acts. The teenager's blame the parents for not understanding their emotion and the parents accused their teenage kids for not being sensitive of their hard works.

Just so happen I found a book by Adele Faber & Elaine Mazlish. This is very informative site of how to cope with today teenager's life.

After reading the entire page I found valuable lessons to share with parents around the globe. Instead of asking them why are they feeling the way they are, let them voluntarily pouring it out by just letting them know how hard teenage life can be. If we become empathy enough to understand they might think that we just one step closer to become their friends. As adults, we often dismissed their feelings, ridiculed their thoughts, criticized their judgment and gave them unsolicited advice because what seem to be small matters to us is sometimes a real big deal to teenagers in particular.

Kids look up to their parents as their idol or worst as enemy. Either way parents have to let them know that they will be there for them no matter what. Do not give up too easily as parents otherwise kids will give up quickly too soon. Kids do not listen to what parents say, they followed what parents do. Leader's by examples. It is easier to be said than done but by trying to put things into practice; hopefully we do not failed as parents.

It's how parents react to what they've done or haven't done that can either stir up resentment or create trust and strengthen their connection to parents. When parents punish a kid, they close the door on them. Kids got no place to go. It's a done deal. When you take action, the kid might not like the action, but the door is still open. Kids still have chances. They can face up to what they did and try to fix it. They can turn a 'wrong' into a 'right'. Punishment may stop the behavior, but it may also stop children from becoming self-correcting.

Parents want things to be perfect for their kids' life but what they don't understand is that their kids' imperfection is what perfected the whole family.

This song goes out to all the parents from their teenager's unspoken words. They trying hard to be what they are not and ended up crashing through pathway they don't belong; the reason because they just not good enough.

being comfy

2009-08-18T10:04:00.004+08:00

Last Sunday was such a great day for me. I have informed Sr. Marie that I am going to help distribute the brochures in front of the Annunciation Church on Sunday. So as promised, around 10.25 am went off by walking towards the church. It's located just a few blocks from our premises.

The weather was a bit gloomy and windy but I so decided to walk, I don't give a damn of any weather forecast. As I walked, I can feel the breeze of wind blowing and made me smiled as if an angel is touching my face; even though my hair resulted in total mess. I keep on walking until the point when I almost reached the back gate entrance, suddenly developed strong wind which almost flew me away. (I really thought the strong winds resemblance a Satan's voice to stop me from continuing my journey because it was so damn prodigious). Being petite in size, without delay I grabbed the pole just few steps in front and hold still. Believe me, if I hadn't been observant enough to notice I could end up falling on my back that could lead to total embarrassment. But I lived...(otherwise I won't be able to tell this story, duh!)

Just when I end my final step, to my disappointment the Italian Mass is still in progress. So imagined this; to be standing outside the church with unpredictable windy weather wearing attire that just enough to cover my tiny body and having thought of the question "what", "why " continuously in my record mind player. Oh, well hindsight is always twenty-twenty.

To make long story short, I was having a great time as usual offering my smile and saying hello while distributing brochures. After the mass, attended the small lunch gathering near the school and wonderful women named Brady was kind enough to introduced me to few people just so I can offer myself to any volunteer task. The funny thing is one of the lady said "I can offer you a job but no remuneration involve" and Brady interfered with "No worries, she's rich. Why do you think she was given a year tourist visa?! She should be loaded then!" Oh if only that's the case but it does sound like music in my ear. It made me enough hope to keep my spirit alive and everlasting joy. I am content now that life filled with just enough good things to sustain. (Now just waiting for the true love's kiss~wink~)

I was so thrilled and felt at ease, in the right place among the amazing crowds. It was actually a mixed feeling. I had my fear of rejection moment at first but my self-acknowledgment knocking continuously and by learning to live without the safety of old assumptions. Well, don't let the branches hit you on your way out that is. As in recognizing and accepting who I really am helps me so much in being comfy even though windy!

Lord, make me a channel of disturbance,
Where there is compliance, let me bring questioning
Where there is silence, may I be a voice
Where there is too much comfort and too little action; grant disruption
Where there are doors closed and hearts locked; grant the willingness to listen
When laws dictate and pain is overlooked...
When tradition speaks louder than need...
When we refuse to take control of our lives...our own church..our own poor..
Disturb us O Lord, teach us to be radical
Grant that I may seek to do justice rather than to talk about it;
To be with, as well as for, the poor;
To accept responsibility to be Church

Once in a while

2009-08-14T11:45:00.005+08:00

Ever wonder how it feels like to be standing out and waiting for people to donate a coin or two? I have just experienced it this morning after mass. I have decided to join in the church group and volunteering of selling badges at the Campbell town shopping center.

All I have to do is just standing outside for an hour and wishing hard that kind people will approach and putting money into the tin. I am supposed to stand in front of the entrance door to a grocery store but it was too hot (almost sunbathing) I moved a little bit to a shady corner. Hence, I started to play the "watching people" game.

During that moment, I tried to be less judgmental and keep on offering my smile. But I just cannot help it and wondered if the guy approaching towards me from my left side will give in or would it be the elderly lady from the right end. Both seem loaded but just when they almost collide in front of me, none of them even stop to notice.

Few minutes gone by and noticed some already had badge on their shirt from our group on the other end...sigh! It easy for them to give in because of the origin or so I thought. Just when I almost loss hope and thinking they might have issue with an Asian lady holding a tin, a couple finally approached and folding a note and put it in. Having done so, fear of not belong were simply figments of my imagination.

By now, imitating Mr.Bean gesture of showing off just made my day. Feeling confident afterward, I manage to look them in the eye and few gave in just to avoid feeling embarrassment of not having the money to contribute but managed to put on designer attire. There are times when I have the urge to trip them over just for the fun of it after passing by and shared their grumpy face. Having a thought now that it is pointless trying to solve the problem by attacking the form it takes.

A few finally gives in and before you know it, an hour gone in a blink of an eye. I'm still smiling after analyzing the way people walk and amused immensely. Truth be told, it is hard to judge for the unsure and just best to let the action tells it all. So once in a while, just donate some coins because now I know I will....(grin)

If only I could

2009-08-08T12:15:00.003+08:00

This song is so powerful that I need to share. A song to be listened to from the heart, indeed!

The strange moods of a friend are oddly infectious. Now beset with periods of confusion and uncertainty. Find it is difficult to muddle through. Find solace in a song as such. It is a lonely road even in a crowded place and HOPE sometimes so hard to find. Feels like crying in the rain. If only I could and I would but I couldn't because I know the answer will creates unpleasant feeling. People are cranky and erratic, even at time irrational. Thus, avoiding the moment to have to deal with some of the rude and inconsiderate verbiage.

As part of the lyric goes;

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
When hope begins to fade
A lonely road
crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find

If only you knew!

What a day....

2009-08-02T13:52:00.003+08:00

I am always staying home since I have no where to go because the day I went out; was with someone that I wished and rather stayed home. Just then Friday approaching and as they said "TGIF", everyone (especially the youngster) is busy planning for the weekend.

My brother informed that there's a thing to do this Saturday (which I can't elaborate further). So went off to the particular place and endeavor in finishing what we have started. We (first timer) were surrounded by few who do not speak English. Time flies when you are preoccupied and it was time for brunch (we were forced in a nice way to join them since we can develop conversation). We had our coffee, ate some cake in a jiffy and continued our task.

It was a moment of peace just my brother and I organizing our task and performed the simplest yet in a speed progress kinda way. To our surprised, came one guy and asked us using body language and words which put us in a state of confusion. To make things worst but hilarious, my brother (who was in urgency to pee) suddenly asked where is the toilet; which makes me burst into laughter and chased the poor man away. I did not mean to laugh at him but towards my brother showing the body language just so the man can understand but to no avail. I still cannot forget the look on his face (after he was shown the "I need to pee" gesture by my brother) and how he sway away (after I barely speak and restrain my laughter to explode)

Finally when the chief came, I straight away asked the toilet whereabouts because I too need to go. Before I knew it, my brother was in first so I have to wait inside the house and told the daughter about the incident. She was amused and offered me a drink to which I kindly said no (because I can't put in when I need to let it out). I have expressed my gratitude towards their hospitality while we were there. To such extend, I wanted to do the same to others!.

All I can say....this is life. Sometime I cry but most of the time I laughed out loud. This is the moment I wanted to keep in my inbox memory because it was so damn hilarious. What a day.....(giggling continuously)

Just my wish for all of you....

So close now....

2009-07-18T14:16:00.002+08:00

The power of mind is so powerful that whatever you have imagined will someday come true. I had been fighting for time but now finding some clarity to reach out what I have been missing. I keep my option open but just by listening to this song, It feels so close now....

Love hurts...

2009-07-16T10:18:00.003+08:00

Whoever doesn't ever feel the pain out of love, please make a comment on this. Second thought, I doubt it.

It started with "I'm not a fighter, I'm a lover" kinda words just to melt the heart. Soon conquered the mind by showing the very best attitude ever....the caring, the consideration, the one who opens the door, the one who would call you late at night and the list can go on. Later as the day gone by and as they get to know each other pretty well, the true character revealed.

I'm not trying to be prejudice but if a total stranger expressed their love towards someone they have not met, it's hard not to.

There is an interesting quote by Francis Bacon, "If a man shall begin with certainties, he shall end in doubts; but if he will be content to begin with doubts, he shall end in certainties". To such extend, I rather practice what I read and learn from it or be doomed to repeat the history.

Nonetheless, I am on my way of reducing the domination of certain negatives. Making fewer instant judgments. Being more tolerant and less critical. Hence, more willing to listen to other views and alternatives.By the way, seeing is believing.

As the lyric goes "Say everything, say anything...if you said nothing the words will die". Looking back, love hurts pretty hard but having a wishful thinking that someday when the time is right, the right guy will prove me wrong. Till then,based on the above...LoVe HuRts......

Who to blame

2009-07-09T15:42:00.004+08:00

As usual we went off to the playground with the kids just to kill the time. My voices turn to be like Fran..."The Nanny" more and more each day just to beat the sound of nuisance coming from the kids.

While we were enjoying the moment of privacy, we were visited by a guy with a dog. He let his dog sniffed every corner while sharing information about the dog's behavior with my nephew.

Practically if there are children, of course we need to pack some food to nibble otherwise...(you know what next). While Doreen gave the kids some bread with chocolate spread, the dog coming out from nowhere excitedly steal the bread and consume it like nobody's care. The guy was on the phone maybe with potential client oblivion enough to notice. Doreen and I just looked at each other stunned with the incident.

After he finished talking over the phone, he came to us and asked what was on the bread. Then he goes "do you know that chocolate is poisonous to the dog?". If only he lead the dog instead of vice versa none of this thing happened. But it's a good thing though; otherwise the kids will not want to leave the playground just yet. The request of minutes to stay is endless.

By now, we are really in the state of confusion whether to feel guilty or blame the owner of his own negligence. We did apologized to such extend, he left with disgrace.....(oh so I thought) . But didn't really care who to blame because the truth the matter is I finally have something to share.

Isolated Playground

2009-07-04T17:49:00.004+08:00

Nothing beats the playground when you need to calm the children down. It's just spellbound to watch them creating their own imagination and just pretend to have a space of their own. The temperament changed completely from throwing tantrum to peaceful angels.

Bridget is getting ready to slide down with style..

The three stooges...

Judging by the way their pose, one can tell how active they really are....sit still they're not!

If only there's another swing in the middle...

Oh I really need to exercise eh....

Got so excited to find out of this isolated playground where you can play like nobody's watching. I still remember when I was a kid, I never sit still and the only time I did when nature's call or sleeping time. Apart from that I just play,play,play.....and I did, did, did. Awesome!!

Weekend approached...

2009-06-21T14:06:00.009+08:00

Doreen (my sister IL) enjoys baking cake to the three lovely kids especially on the weekend. So this is one of the end results of her creation. Normally Doreen will coat this cake with icing sugar powder to indulge in but then it always scattered all over on the floor.

So she asked if I know how to make icing on top. Hence, I just surf the internet for the recipe.
Then, I melted the cooking chocolate using double boiler method and mixed it with condensed milk until thicken.

Then, I spread it onto the cake and I thought it does need some color to it. So I decided to mix the icing sugar with hot water and the outcome does look different.

Bridget said..."here it is"...

The kids just so excited after tasting the cake....hehehe, so does Doreen

Daniel, being the artistic one asked me to take this photo just to proved that they have enjoyed the cake....it does look likes a smiling face.
I am pretty sure it makes everyone singing's..O happy day...
It was a lovely weekend indeed!

Hungry Jack...

2009-06-13T13:15:00.003+08:00

We just came back from Hungry Jack somewhere in Felixstow. We were meeting brother's friend Chess. He asked Doreen (my Sis IL) to find a location and she decided to go to Hungry Jack because there's playground. So we can chat with ease. He come too early but was excited to finally meet the kids. He claimed that Dawson does looks like Bona(my brother).

We were busy engaging in conversation when we noticed that Bridget is missing (after we were told by Daniel ...that is). So Doreen went off to looked for Bridget and found her standing in line to get a gift. It just so happens that there's a birthday party going on and the host giving away gifts. Thus, those invited is lining up to get theirs. Bridget managed to get one though....hahaha totally a cunning move eh!!.

Dawson, Chess, Daniel, Doreen and Bridget(preoccupied)

Daniel took this photo...just to show how skillful he is.

Bridget with her cute notion...

2009-06-08T16:25:00.006+08:00

Just the other night, we were busy watching tele when Bridget (my niece) pretending to make a phone call to someone....probably to a very potential client. I managed to get her act together before her brother Daniel interrupted.

Enjoying one of my dream....

2009-05-27T12:46:00.002+08:00

As Jillian Michaels saying "The past does not define you, the present does"....I totally agreed. I watched the twin mogul in Oprah shows sometime back and fascinated how their passion is the key to their success. They enjoy doing what they do and the exciting news is they are paid for their eagerness.

Nevertheless, we are the creator of the consequences. I come to understand that one need not look for an excuse to succeed because truth the matter is success is measured by individual expectation. Some will reach for the sky to meet their satisfaction and some just content by having meals on the table.

It's been a week now adapting life here in Adelaide and I am enjoying every moment of it. Time flies before I knew it because the weather is so cold and the kids (my nephews and niece) playing endlessly. I wanted to post some pictures but this long-winded line tends to challenge my patient immensely.

10 years ago at the very same day, I wrote a list of dreams that one day will come true. Becoming a wishful thinking by night really helps the universe to steer and unfold my desire to turn into reality. I am now enjoying one of my dreams as I am writing; which is staying abroad.

I still remember a poem that helps me realised the meaning of dream profoundly. Believing in myself and alleviate the disbelief.

To dream the impossible dream
To fight the unbeatable foe
To bear with unbearable sorrow
To run where the brave dare not go
To right the unrightable wrong
To love pure and chaste from afar
To try when your arms are too weary
To reach the unreachable Star
This is my guest to follow that Star
No matter how hopeless
No matter how far
To fight for the right without question or pause
To be willing to march into hell for a heavenly cause
And I know if I only be true to this glorious quest
that my heart will lie peaceful and calm
When I'm laid to my rest
And the world will be better for this
That one man scorned and covered with scars
Still strove with his last ounce of courage
To reach the unreachable STAR

Labuan trip

2009-05-12T21:58:00.013+08:00

The trip to Labuan was actually a last minute plan. I have decided to visit my relatives before I embark on my new journey.

Gathering at my Aunt Gerarda's house (Dad's sister)

Mum, Aunt Mary and Aunt Gerarda with Nana....

Enjoying our meal...yum yum

Cousin Raymond doing his Last Comic Standing.....

Being Holy on a sunny Sunday morning.....felt so blessed!!

Since we staying another day, I asked my mum if we can visit her cousin Capt. James and off we went to Nuhu Robin....

Datin Jeannette being so friendly and offer us the "Daim" candy which she finds very delectable....

She is very entertaining..... we (EJ, myself, Aunt Litah) were amused and excited listening to every word....

hmm..except for Gerard (my nephew), probably he was wondering if he can get another candy!

gigantic screen....the image's head bigger than ours

Stunning painting by the captain himself....truly genuine artist

With due respect, I am only showing one of the room....the maid's room!!

Up to this level, the scenery is eye-catching....breathtaking!! Don't forget to bring a can drink, up to the 7th floor you tend to get thirsty like Gabriel(my nephew)...

Did some warming up before going down to the landscape.....

Going down with style....

Tovud sinundu means water coming out from the ground.....Ada mata air bah!!

Noticed the rock....as if its looking at you!! Actually the rock whispered to me..."Eh girl, you blocking my view!!"...which made me smile in yoga style...

Hanging out, enjoying the heat......(tau tau panat)

My deepest gratitude goes to Datuk James and Datin Jeannette for welcoming us.

Now it's time for me to add list in my journal....as I read John 15:7
"If you remain in me and my words remain in you, you may ask for whatever you please and you will get it".....

Incredibly beautiful....

2009-05-03T20:54:00.002+08:00

I was touched by sweet Connie singing this song....really shows that God is Great. As if God trying to give a message to people who lost hope.
Somewhere over the rainbow...someone saying a prayer....
Everything is just perfect and

incredibly beautiful.......

Whatever....

2009-04-29T10:09:00.008+08:00

"There is nothing to talk about when the words is empty" always lingering at the back of my mind whenever i had to agree the disagree....but recently a stranger opposed me to some point that such statement described my life as an apple falling not far from the tree....

Hence,This guy really put me into 80 degree of aggravation. I have so many words to described this person as being arrogant, conceited, cocky...by all means a king of smug and incredibly deluded.

Pretending to be a great gentlemen but having a thought of Lucifer. Luckily, since every conversation sounds like an endless argument he finally ended it with "WHATEVER"...

For all these years...I've been saying it to others when my opinion is futile and walked away. True as the saying goes..."what goes around comes around"...The very word hit me hard...felt like a knife infiltrate right into my heart!!!

Hence, I would like to express my admission of guilt to those experienced a negative impact caused by my insensitive remark....

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Seed of Life...

2009-04-05T15:53:00.006+08:00

I have decided long ago that whenever I am going to indulge myself into something, I must first understand the purpose of doing it. Life is always about making choices. Everyday life is an option to breath either happily or otherwise. I was once afraid of making mistakes, knowing that it can lead me into deep frustration. But as I grow wiser(little bit lah)..I come to understand that mistakes make us developed the skilled we once no nothing about. By rectifying the mistakes, it soon become a meaningful discovery instead of a thought of futile effort. By then, I understand why I did the mistake at the first place. Nonetheless, I wished not to do the same mistake again because I ever read somewhere and I quote...."It is okay to make a mistake but make sure you don't repeat it again or otherwise, there's something wrong with you". It meant either you don't understand it or you just being ignorance.

I did a lot of thinking along the way. I wish not to whine over the option that I have chose. I am doing some experiment on how to grow a plant. I am now fascinated by everything that grows according to nature.

My tomatoes and pumpkin is growing......

Living proof that you don't need a big compound to grow things....
With good intention, everything will be put into places

I decided to start appreciating the seed I planted before producing the seed of life of my own...

What hurts the most...

2009-03-01T21:21:00.006+08:00

I was a little bit down these past few days and looking for some inspiration through songs. Hence, I peek into youtube and search for David Cook....while enjoying the song, I browsed down to check out few talented people sang the same song. One click lead to another until I found this particular song which forced my database to switch on mode and I visited the memory lane. Gosh, the feeling is surreal.

This song is dedicated to that someone who purchased these lovely rings.

I didn't have much to say now ( I would have been back then...) but boy you must be glad that now you have a promising career to be responsible for. KUDOS to you lad...take care!!

Anyway, as the lyric goes......

What hurts the most
was being so close
and having so much to say
and watching you walk away.......
Not knowing what could have been
And only these rings are to be seen

.....really hurts the most

Core of peace...

2009-03-01T18:36:00.008+08:00

Just listening to these songs makes me in my core of peace while saying the affirmation out loud....

ALL IS WELL
EVERYTHING IS WORKING OUT FOR MY HIGHEST GOOD
OUT OF THIS EXPERIENCE, ONLY GOOD WILL COME AND I AM SAVE
THE WORLD IS CONSPIRING IN MY FAVOR

I must have done something right eh...:D

2009-02-24T17:56:00.003+08:00

I am down with fever and choked by this swollen tonsil of mine as I am typing....(nothing beats the traffic though....crucial moment)

I have just completed my test last Saturday and my brain is somehow lost in space. Coming from a lower education background, I must say it does challenged my freaking brain. I have come to a profound realisation about the meaning of EDUCATION. Nonetheless, I did not look back in anger. Back then, I failed to try again. I tried twice to apply for UNI but rejected. I wasn't complaining or anything but knowing that friends with grade 3 got accepted really leads myself to became judgmental about the whole recruitment process.

The only failure is failing to try and trying to pleased everyone. I soon discovered that God have only interest in what you have become and what you have done with your life....then to look back in history and asking who you were.

Working with my current company taught me well enough to become more of myself. Forced myself to prove that nothing is impossible.

I am supposed to end my employment soon...but my CEO and Directors advised me to get ready for the visa legally then leave. I am so grateful to know that people do CARE. Not trying to be presumptuous but I must have done something right eh...:D

TAG by Carol n Flo

2009-02-21T19:14:00.009+08:00

1. Copy Badge “2008 Cute’s Blogger Award” and put it on your blog

ok it's up there now

2. Link or tell a bit about the person who gave you the award...
A Superwoman in the making, blessed with 3 wonderful kids and known Carol as my sister's ex colleague and became acquaintance through blogging. I received the earlier award from pretty Flo, my ex colleague who decided to expand her wings to a promising future.

3. Each one of you who receive this award must list down 10 facts / hobbies about yourself.

a) I am a perfectionist and workaholic.

b) Single by choice...in the process of looking for someone who is well-off but not stinking rich. Good looking but not necessarily model-gorgeous.

c) Love reading about people's life and experiences...not to repeat the mistake done by them. Motivational books to keep on going.

d) Enjoy watching OPRAH...an inspirational thought to conquer. A profound meaning towards human kind.

e) Being able to set foot in Sydney last year makes me a person of wishful thinking.

f) I used to be an introvert until I discovered that worrier can be a warrior...to endure life with strength, faith and courage.

g) My birthday falls on Malaysia's Independent Day....proudly to be Ms. Independent even though the youngest child.

h) Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want. Didn't further my study to a higher level but doing just fine and having a comfortable job and earning a living....

i) A cup of coffee in the morning is a must....and during lunch... later in the afternoon...right up to dinner time(just kidding...by then I drink wine, enable me to doze easily....totally bogus)

j) Finaly, I will never miss a laughter even for a day... Feels like I am destined to laugh out loud or helps people express their amusement....sweet thing.

4. According to the rules the tag should goes to another 10 bloggers....but I decided to tag just Carolyn

p/s: Thanks Carol n Flo for the tag..trully pieces of evidence.

TAG by sis Mel....sweet!!

2009-02-17T22:59:00.006+08:00

Having been tag by sis Mel,I refused to decline.Totally challenging but spare me will ya...

Rules:

It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours and tag 10 people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real. Nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy or girl name question.

Have fun!

1. What is your name: Shella
2. A four letter word: Soar
3. A boy's name: Shawn
4. A girl's name: Sonia
5. An occupation: Supervisor
6. A colour: Silver
7. Something you wear: Sophisticated dress...olalala
8. A food: Spaghetti Bolognese...yum
9. Something found in the bathroom: Shower bath
10. A place: Spa Center
11. A reason for being late: Stucked in traffic...duh!
12. Something you shout: Save your ass
13. A movie title: "Something about Mary"...hilarious!!
14. Something you drink: Sangria...occasionally!!
15. A musical group: SuperGroup XL...check em out
16. A street name: Susah sia mau cari....aarrggghhh..wait, how bout SULAMAN!!
17. A type of car: SUV
18. A song title: Stuck On You by Elvis
19. A verb: Salvage

Now, Dolly, Cora, Flo, Ash...you guys just been tagged...check you out later

When it's time to go

2009-02-14T21:32:00.001+08:00

I am a little bit anxious to end my employment with my current company due to the fact that I have been working there for a wonderful 9 years. It felts like a company of my own.

Nonetheless, my priority is my family and will do whatever it takes to help and support them. My brother is adapting life abroad and life is not the same as before (back in Sabah). I believe this is an advantage since it is one of my dream list....

I have just tender my resignation (which I make a big deal about it, afraid they will freak out...duh!!) but glad to know that they gave their blessing. I will be attending IELTS Test soon in order for me to apply for a visa. I am pretty sure everything will go with the flow. Loving the opportunity that definitely challenged my ability to adapt in a totally new environment. Praying hard that my strength will continue to grow and confident continue to step in.

As a big fan of the series "The Pretender", I am self-possessed to conquer everything that comes along. Life will not always easy but knowing that God will always be by my side, I am content.

I will give my best good bye to all my colleague...when it's time to go.

A P NuYer....

2009-01-21T20:45:00.006+08:00

OMG...I have already spent 21 days in the Year of Ox and felt like the time is overtaking me too fast....like speedy Gonzales. I've finish half of the document for auditors.Hence, I managed to blog and read the article(which was handed to me on the 2nd day of NuYer)about my year "snake fire". I don't actually believe in this thing but just for the sake of fun.

I was nodding my head while reading all the way thru...it does seems real because what was written is
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I am positive that this year will be the same as last year or the year to come. The only different is how we live our life. Gladly last year, I finally put my bitterness to REST. I felt a bit lighter since its burned. Such a relief!!!

I am eager to find out whether this part and I quoted.."could see the most social opportunities and would welcome new friendships, especially if they are alone or have moved to a new area, can often see an improvement in their situation"....will come true. Does it means I am moving to a new place??hmmm..I wondered. If it does happen(God's will), I'm hoping hard that I can adapt and be strong to go against the current

glitter-graphics.com, I am definitely living out loud and do whatever it takes to make my life worth living..Yeah! I wouldn't want to end up like this...such a big NO

I can only wish WORLD PEACE among us human...to live the best life..with the best people...in the best place...May my day ahead will be promising, vibrant and shine throughout the year.

I hope it's not too late to wish everyone...

A P NuYer 2009....

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What about now..

2008-11-11T21:45:00.004+08:00

Nobody knows
where did you go
Nobody cares
If you ever share
Because nobody give a damn on anything nowadays...
Who's your father
nobody will ever bother
If you wanna play, people will just pass by and walk away
because this is what happen everyday
You feel down when you have a problem
I reckon people around will just beckon
So if they said Life is Tough
then I guess..we need to be Rough
Not in a way of showing your bad attitude
but shows the Confident you have to contribute
People is always looking for something but never satisfied
They got it..then forget it..later looking for something new
They pretend to be God but the Evil they hide
They always pray for safety but they tend to jump Que

Spread some LOVE for the WORLD need MORE of that...So What about Now because they often drop a hint but we rarely pick up

Pitasan, Membakut

2008-11-03T11:04:00.022+08:00

I had to take leave on saturday...Nov,1...because I had a backache, I've been feeling it lately and undergo sonotron session...but that day, it was crucial. (What a day to start with,sigh). Anyway, I went to clinic quite late so I had to cancel my appointment. So I went to my sister's house in Penampang to fetch her and the kids...too bad Chris(Shirley's hubby) had to work...

What a lovely afternoon, we started our journey at about 2pm to Pitasan, Membakut oblivious by the fact that I was having a backache. Everything's just right when you having fun.

Looks like it's going to rain, but thank God...it didn't...I just enjoyed watching the cloud creating every move to such an unexplainable art in the sky..while I was driving...makes our journey shorten.

Finally, at about 3.30pm, we arrived safely and hungry. I can see the BBQ set is ready for some action.Due to hungry reason, I forgot to take some photos that night....but the taste remain in my head...finger licking butul2 oh...

We had just finish our so-called lunch, when they decided to do some knocking on the "tuntul"...Crissa was the center of attraction when she vigorously knock the cement just to make some noise...trying to be part of the team, I shall say.

Those who doesn't know what tuntul is...here some for identification...now you know...I hear some say different name already but whatever it is, the challenge is when you consuming it. You need technique and stuff to be able to enjoy the test...and ended up having Angelina Jolie's lip( for those who has sensitive lip). I had my moment...so I decided not to join the crowd. Once you've tried it, you will get addicted and hard to stop...don't say I did not warn you.

After tired of witnessing the knocking session, we decided to have some recreation just to kill the time....before dinner time. We had a blast..you can tell by photos...

Such a lovely day...lovely day...truly a lovely day.

On Sunday, we went to St. Patrick Church and thereafter visited our grandma and grandpa's cemetery for prayer..May their souls rest in peace. Happy to see all the relatives gathering.

Mama Beth and I......sampat lagi bah....

After hours under the hot sun ....we went back and next thing you know...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. So tired, need to rest before heading home. About 3pm we had a surprise event for Mummy BB, Lola and Sean....advance birthday celebration...nasib teda yang mihad...sobsob...
As usual, gathered in the kitchen (fav place) for the last time before leaving, .....snap..snap.

Woi, practice mo dpt title Guavok of the yearkah tu...Bah jumpa December...tengok siapa yg bertuah sambut muntah....kwang3.

While we were having fun inside the house...these two kids tried to make their own Great Escape

..ehh...this one also escaped...hmmm

PAK..PAK..KANGKU DO...SUMUNSUI DO JAMBATAN
JAMBATAN DO PITASAN
BAH SLUAR PENDEK OKU

I thanked Uncle Lawrence a.k.a Donday and family for the hospitality....Looking forward to come back in December for another gathering which involves Donald and family....can't wait to see Putri. So to all the relatives...I will be calling soon to organised the event....siapa tia datang, rugi...

To Bro. Bona and family in Adelaide....we really gonna miss you all...expecially the MC part

October month has ended...

2008-10-30T22:55:00.014+08:00

My god, time is flying like a jet ...oh shall I say...like Superman...why, it went so fast..let me recap..

1 and 2 October

Hari Raya Festival...I had full stomach for two consecutive days to start with...ain't showing you my belly though....go figure.

3 October 2008

My mum turn...it's a secret...can u guess...she look young though...with my dad and her grandchildren...(Eve, Govin, Sean n Crissa)

7 October 2008

married on 7 Oct 2000....you do the maths.

Happy Anniversary to Bro.Bona and SisDoreen
Have a prosperous life throughout your journey with Dawson, Daniel, Bridget....

Lord, Let their love grow as your love grow in them.
When the going gets though, the love get stronger..

11 October 2008

Lily's birthday... she looks fantastic. Champagne anyone....

21 October 2008

Staff meeting and the company combined those birthday falls in Aug, Sept and Oct to be celebrated...Angie, Fay, CK, Flores and I, havin a jolly good time....sweet. Thanks KM.

25 October 2008

Govind(Sharon's son) with his supportive Grandma n Grandpa....You've been very patience for all these years and look how smart you become...Ko memang bolehbah!.

Those were just few event that I manage to capture in photos, most of it to be remain inside my brain. But recently in a month of Oct, I just sign up in facebook.....not too late too soon...happy to see most of my friends actively communicated through it. Have a lovely November month.

Grumpy yet luvly Crissa showing her way to Stardom

2008-10-08T18:16:00.003+08:00

Need I say more...

2008-10-05T15:35:00.002+08:00

I am in my early 30 but I just don't feel the pressure to get marry unlike some of the girls I know. Maybe because I have very understanding parents who does not give a damn about people's opinion of me still being single at my stage now. I thank God for that.

People keep on asking when is the big day....well, what is so big about the day if you are not ready to share it with your future husband proclaiming " I will be with you for better or worse"...rather than "You take the bill and I take the purse"...duh!!

Most people will misunderstood me for being feminist because I sounded like one. Many felt envy towards me for enjoying the privilege of having my liberty and doing what I want to do independently.

Man come and go but my faith remain towards God alone because only He himself ,I can depend. What's not to depend when he sacrificed his own life for my sins. So I will only be ready to give up my single life when he say so.....need I say more.

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Exercise anyone??...

2008-10-04T23:11:00.003+08:00

After the Raya, I felt so jaded..maybe consumed too much food and I ended up looking like this

Lucky I did my cholesterol checked before the Raya, otherwise my LDL hike up like the fuel price...sigh!! Thank God my HDL is higher than my LDL so the ratio is normal. All of a sudden, I decided to do something about my health...like going to the gym. But then again, look below.....

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Totally outrages but then again, NO PAIN NO GAIN & NO SWEET BEFORE SWEAT...Guys, make sure you don't over do. (Alalaa...kes teruk sudah ni kan).

So I decided to stick with my own routine..what else..play the music and 1 2 start

Every move counts and every inch reduced which tone the body...oh yeah yeah! Happy Exercising for better health...Ingatlah keluarga tersayang!.

REDUCE STRESS

2008-10-01T08:10:00.004+08:00

I've watched the news and read articles about how stress can makes human do unexpected things. It was so sad how some can end up suicidal...and even worse convicted as murderer. Sometimes stress started when you don't feel belong or wanted and just so rejected by others.

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So people, please be nice and continue reading this to create awareness to those who is and will becoming the next victim....sharing you the e-mail I received as follows. GO STRESS FREE.

An Angel says, "Never borrow from the future. If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain. Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice."

1. Pray

2. Go to bed on time.

3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.

4. Say No to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.

5. Delegate tasks to capable others.

6. Simplify and unclutter your life.

7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many.)

8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to places.

9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.

10. Take one day at a time.

11. Separate worries from concerns. If a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it.

12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases.

13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.

14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the Kid in You everyday.

16. Carry a Bible with you to read while waiting in line.

17. Get enough rest.

18. Eat right.

19. Get organized so everything has its place.

20. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.

21. Write down thoughts and inspirations.

22. Every day, find time to be alone.

23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray.

24. Make friends with Godly people.

25. Keep a folder of favorite scriptures on hand.

26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good "Thank you Jesus."

27. Laugh.

28. Laugh some more!

29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.

30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).

31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most).

32. Sit on your ego.

33. Talk less; listen more.

34. Slow down.

35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.

36 . Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for that you've never been grateful for before. GOD HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU. "If God is for us, who can be against us?" (Romans 8:31)

Even Spiderman also need his time to relax and unwind. Play some music, will ya!!

Constant carving...

2008-09-28T12:33:00.012+08:00

I received an e-mail from brother Bona and updated me with their latest appearance...Wow, I always fascinated with his kids because they are very energetic and extrovert to be exact.

Just look at their posed....Daniel with his own expression and Dawson is Ultraman to be. While Bridget and Mum just sitting still. I can see it's windy over there and it's getting warmer.

When daddy and mummy are feeling down
For missing their home town
For sure Daniel and Dawson are their clown
and Bridget will started wearing a crown

Bro. Bona playing with the kids, as always. By looking at the background, the scenery felt so calm and breathtaking. I recall my stay in Brisbane and boy I really miss the fresh air and warm Aussie...It was awesome, mate!!

Bridget, Daniel, Dawson and Daddy
I'm glad you guys look so happy
Sweet, lovely and so bubbly
Everything will taste like cherry...

The sun is shinning on you all
I pray an angel guide you all the way
If I have free time, will chat and call
So you kids be gentle and nice, don't just play

To Che Doreen and Bro. Bona..stay Strong
To Dawson...stay Bubbly
To Daniel...stay Cool
To Bridget...stay Tough
Most of all...Stay the Same!!

Take times to realise...

2008-09-28T00:04:00.002+08:00

I was busy trying to complete my work on time because procrastination is the last thing I wanna be, then I got another booking to make. Since it's urgent, I called the person in-charged only to find that she had passed away...for a moment I stunned and looked for her replacement to assist me. By the end of the day, my thoughts commemorating to few peoples who have rest in peace.

So I take my times to realise about living my life to the fullest and just be content for what I have, because sometimes what I want is not what I need

People will do anything for money
Superior will do anything for power
Happiness will bring your life tastes like honey
Sadness forced you to go undercover...

Good things not happen everyday
Sometimes, bad things will surprise you from behind
When we sad, seek for mercy and to God we pray
Hope tomorrow life will treat us kind...

Complain less Bless more
Because nobody knows when their life will end
Could be next month, next year or tomorrow
Be nice to people, family and friends..

I say this things because back then, I had lost a dear friend
Not knowing him well but it doesn't really matter
I said a prayer and wish an angel will send
Greetings to heaven, we may see each other later...

When People died
We sat at the corner and we cried
Sometimes we just mad
Because losing a friend we had
And usually complained to God is so bad
Listen here dear people...
I don't think we being fair for blaming God
There's always a reason for what happened
Maybe because we lack of prayer
Because only when we sad, we come to God

2008-09-21T00:27:00.004+08:00

Spreading the BLOG LOVE

Dear Agnes, I've been keeping my 'Spread the Blog Love' quite some time, am now ready to spread its wing to others, thank you for spreading this to me ;-)

(Pls. don’t remove)Credits: Elements/Paper by Dani Mogstad/ Layout by JennyL

Rules:

1. Don’t remove the credits when you post the image

2. Please link back to the person who tagged you and pass this tag to many of your friends

3. If you have more than one blog, please post this to all of your blogs so your other blogs can be listed to the master list too.

4. Remember to come back here at A SLICE OF LIFE (pls. don’t change this link and leave the exact post url so I can add you to the master list to help increase our rankings and improve our Technorati Authority.

6. Spread the BLOG LOVE FEVER!!

BLOGGERS
1.Jenny Said So 2.Simply Jen 3.This and That 4.Bargain.Sales.Deals. 5.A Slice of Life 6.Aussie Talks7. When Mom Talks 8. Me and Mine<9. Creative in Me 10. For the LOVE of Food11. Little Peanut12. Pea in a Pod13. It’s Where the HEART Is14. Around the World15.SugarMagnolias16.kathycot17. buhay misis 18. when mom speaks19. walk on red20. kathycot cooks21quicker822. Eds Mommy Life23. My Precious Niche24. Just Me.. Eds25. Can of Thoughts26. Designs By Vhiel27. Vhiel's Corner28. Anything and Everything in Between29. Good things in life...30. Precious Moments..31. colyn32.Lathia

My BLOG LOVE goes to:

Carolyn
Carol
Cora

I've received my award...sweet!!

2008-09-20T23:28:00.004+08:00

Award from Carolyn

As a beginner, I'm so flattered to received this award.....thanks a lot...now spreading it to others..

Cora, Shirley's collection,Hilda,Fele,Luthie,Carol,Cay

Some rules:

1. Put the logo on your blog
2. Add a link to the person who awarded it to you
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs
4. Add links to these blogs on your blog
5. Leave a message for your nominee on their blog

DEAR BLOGGERS AND VIEWERS..

2008-09-18T18:43:00.007+08:00

It's time for me to rest

in my beautiful nest

sorry for did not informed earlier

I was busy drinking beer....

Will drop by to your blogs very soon

after the tragedy, after the typhoon

I'm praying for the loss

I have no time to post...

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Wishing you guys an enjoyable moment

hopping from one site to another

Now I'm wearing my night garment

so..I see you guys not soon but later...

Spread some love...will ya!

Talk is cheap...

2008-09-07T15:49:00.004+08:00

I know now what to think
before my eyes go blink blink
People can talk, they can say out loud
Everything that they can think about

Fools rush in when it comes to love
No one can ever understand the plan above
I felt cheated and I ought to rage
but I don't want to end up in a cage

I'm glad there are songs to keep me sane
To enjoy the music and dance on the sand
How was I to know that it was a lie he spreading
I've got to move on and take my leading

Everything happens for a reason
I keep on changing on every season
Now I know, I have to think before I leap
Because talk is definitely cheap....

The best things ever..

2008-09-05T20:50:00.004+08:00

I was born on independent day
It was something, it was a special day
when God decided to give me life
I started to crawl, walk and giving hi five
that's when I know...
God is the best things ever

I was in a cradle with nobody around
I started to cry just to make a sound
then I saw a couple rushing to get me
claimed as my parents, you know, a daddy & mummy
that's when I know...
My parents are the best things ever

Hey little sister, do you wanna play...
Two girls and a boy approached me one day
How dare you call me little sister when I got a name..I yelled
We are your brother and sisters,didn't anybody tell
that's when I know...
My brother and sisters are the best things ever

I went to a place where they called a school
So I can be wiser rather than a fool
We introduce to each other while shaking hand
then someone said boys and girls, greet each other and be friends
that someone voice was actually a teacher
person who teach us things and being a preacher
and those boys and girls were my friends
some were good and some were so bad, they set up an evil plan
that's when I know...
My teacher and some good friends are the best things ever

I look at this boy, he smiled and wink
weird guy I said, he still can smile when there's something in his eyes
then my friends said he wants your love not your chicken wing
well, I don't know much about love, let alone to be interested on the guys
Love is so vast and you have to be fully prepared to understand
It can make you laugh or even a heavy cry
some people say lots of words yet they just pretend
and some just say nothing but with you he will fly
I'm not going to tell this more or it will create a stress
just say that Love is a game that we colour and erase
that's when I know...
Love can be the best things...so far

You have read it and now you know
things which I described the best things ever
now I will say good bye and leave you with a bow
take it or leave it...whatsoever!!!

Seize the Day

2008-09-03T14:39:00.008+08:00

I am 31 on 31st August 2008 proclaiming my independent.

I look back to my years of just being 3 which I hardly remembered, staying in Kuala Penyu..though I recall of being totally different from my siblings. I can still feel the rejection/comment coming from an outsider claimed that I was sooo different from the rest of my sibling. ( words can be very cruel). Nonetheless, my family were very supportive...thank God for that!!

(Oasis-don't look back in anger)

Being 13 was not bad, I guess...having cute boyfriends and went to school just for the sake of getting my grade upgraded. I am an idealist, I don't know where I'm going but I'm definitely on my way. I do not hold any degree... the only degree I have is depending on my blurry vision and hot temperature...if you know what I meant..LOL!

(Daniel Powter-Bad day)

I preferred lesson in real life. If you go to UNI, you learn a lesson and then you put into practice. In real life, you experienced it then only you learned your lesson..go figure!! I had mine pretty well. To the teens out there, please make your own choice and make it right. Failure is trying to please everyone.

(Five for fighting-Superman)

2 days of being 31....hmmm..busy taking care of my lil crissa (sister's daughter) besides taking my lovely nap...yea right!!. Yesterday, my mind was wandering thinking of what the tuuuuttt happens to the countdown guy. My faith became less and I turned my doubt into blessing. I'm not interested in waiting game because life is too precious to end up being analytic. By the way, today I have met someone who's perspective to be considered. Will share you the details later. (One day at a time). Hence, I'm giving my best and live life the fullest...as I speak. Enough said, afraid of eating my own words. By the way, talk is cheap. Action speaks louder than words. Lastly, Seize the Day!!!!

(Fergie feat Sean Kingston-Big gal don't cry)

31 things to thank for...

2008-09-02T22:17:00.005+08:00

Here are the list of 31 things to thank for

I thank for being 31 on 31.08.08
I thank God for being alive
I thank my parents for their love and care
I thank my siblings and relatives for being superb and supportive
I thank for my lovely friends...you know who you are
I thank for losing weight
I thank for having foods on the table
I thank for being able to laugh and smile
I thank for having a car to drive around
I thank for having a wonderful job
I thank for having a shelter to live in
I thank for being friendly to everyone
I thank for believing in God
I thank for the contentment
I thank to all the people whom I greeted every morning
I thank for the suffering which made me humble
I thank for the beautiful scenery
I thank the birds for waking me up every morning
I thank for the stranger for being nice to me
I thank for having a skill to manage my daily routine
I thank for having my limbs to make things happens
I thank for the lovely clouds painted in the sky
I thank for the shinning stars at night
I thank for having a great sense of humour
I thank for being simple
I thank OPRAH for the inspiration
I thank for the lesson in life
I thank for the failure to make things right
I thank for my patience
I thank for the motivational books which makes me positive
I thank you guys for reading all the above

Counting the countdown....

2008-08-24T10:13:00.006+08:00

Waiting for a countdown..someone promised me to come and see me by end of month. I'm not sure what to expect but definitely feels blessed..right now(smiled). True as the saying goes...you never know what you've been missing till its arrived...lalalala I'm feeling on top of the world. Recently I read my horoscope in 'her world' and would like to share with you guys about why I ended up happy after reading it.

Virgo

A period of inner reflection before your new year starts is good. Refrain from taking too much medication. Choose herbal medicines if you must. Healing for body and soul comes from rest and meditation. A relationship with an older person could give you the love and peace you have been craving.

Dear JK, hope you doing great with your lovely family over there. Can't wait to see you. It was great to hear your voice....sweet!!!

My biological clock is ticking..tick..tock...

2008-08-21T02:01:00.001+08:00

I will be 13 ( the other way around) this month end...and I've planned (early July) with the whole family to visit Kg. Sayap Kota belud...at my uncle Edward's house. Magampa ikan talapia...kuangkuangkuang.

My friends keep on asking what is my wish...or shall I say wishes...I'm not sure yet but I certainly can feel my biological clock ticking. Most of my friends are happily married and producing...sigh...left few of us who have not find the one....no need to mentioned lah oh!!.

But I can sense like my 'the one' is coming towards me....not for long now, darl....I wished!!. If he is, then that will be the greatest gift ever!!! no need guess watches...but white gold in mind....lol.

When my big day is coming...I will (and shall I say him included) be the luckiest person on earth cause I don't have to worry a thing. My 2nd sister will be my wedding planner, 'mumylola' will bake special classic cakes...will forced my cousin C Neil and C Ray to entertain...'mamata' will be dancer choreographer...(pls not poco2...I want paina kg.pitasan)...the list can go on...

Enough of my imagination(the latest for my big day will be 4 years from now, waiting for my only and dearly brother and family to come home....I will count my blessing...I thank God for being alive....

Happy Anniversary

2008-08-17T21:39:00.003+08:00

You've got married in 17 August 2002
that makes your life out of the blue
Happy Anniversary to you, dearest sis
May god bless you with a heart full of peace

Wow sis, it's been 6 years that you have been married...congrats!. I know that you have been thru ups and downs...everyone does...so just go with the flow. God is more interested in your scars rather than your strings of Diplomas and degrees.

Looks who's talking...single lady who's trying to keep on breathing. Just a reminder to everyone that we always never knew what we have until its gone...and never knew what we've been missing til it's arrived.

Dearest Sis. Shirley and Bro. Chris....Happy Anniversay...and enjoy the ride. Drop the negative and pick up whatever positive you can find along the way. To Sean and Crissa...stop the hazes and be the best.

Luv,
the youngest one

best friends...

2008-08-10T13:06:00.003+08:00

My best bud in the office told me that someone who used to be my friend asked why I did not mingle with her anymore....was it because she is married...I laughed to fact that her assumption is soooo ridiculous. I'm a very positive person with limitation. I understand we are not perfect but if someone did not tell you the truth about the mistake you've done and yet spread it out to others...eventually found out from others....that my friend I cannot tolerate. In my understanding, a best friend is someone that you can talk to, laugh at, cry with, warn about, share advise and tell the truth even if she can't handle the truth...at least we expressed the resentment rather than spill the bean to others and you are the last person to find out...sigh!!

A best of friend is hard to find but many friend want to be the best and disappointed.

She said she is my friend

but when i made mistake, did she tried to amend...
If only she knew what's wrong with her

she will hide her face under a shawl made of fur...

I don't care and I don't want to know

I'm lighting my candles and started to blow...

Star light star bright, the star I saw last night

May god bless her to reflect on herself and think what's right......

what goes around, comes around

I try to look for new one

I managed to get with my magic wand...

my new friend seems to understand

all that I've been through, all that I've done..try to comprehend...

Now I found myself a luvly crown...

for being the best of friend, to those who appreciate and understand

To my current friends...you guys are the best=c Lonz, c Joyah, c LM, c Jolis, c Moy etc..stay the same...(physical is an option...lol)

To c ngongot, c kulung, c dungot....take care for you are not listed...boohoo!

Punch card??

2008-08-02T18:29:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure if I am workaholic but I know it means a person who has a strong desire to work hard and finds it difficult to stop working...sounds like me. I normally go to work (happily) later than the rest of my colleague but I often go home late as well(to avoid traffic), just to be fair...oh so I thought. I like my work particularly but I need more than 8 hours given per day...plus the giggling, chatting and bingeing on chipsmore!!

Recently my company implemented this so-called punch card to record our time in and out of the office because of one unsatisfied co-worker. Not sure what the purpose....no answer given(could be because envy of me coming late)...whateva!!! Ridiculous but than again a worker gotta do what a worker gotta do.It feels like going back to school again...duh! How can we measure our work if everything is to be calculated...we may meet deadline but can we trust on the QUALITY....I begin to think of another option...I believe its time to take my chances...building bridges....looking into a new environment...as they said "Everything happens for a reason....only Time will tell...

36th Anniversary to Mum & Dad...Love ya!!!

2008-07-31T21:43:00.000+08:00

I peek into my sister's blog and saw my parents pic taken during my sister's wed. So this is the latest pic taken in one of the restaurant in Australia, where we had our delicious buffet...yumm! They really look happy and vibrant....

Happy 36th Anniversary...I thanked them for MANY REASON. No words can ever expressed our (the most wonderful children...lol) gratitude towards our lovely parent....

We are bless....Thanks JC!!

As I pray for my parent, O Lord...

I visualize them as happy, secure and fulfilled. I commit them to your care and know your infinite love is with them.Amen.

Sender unknown....

2008-07-28T21:43:00.001+08:00

I am uploading my pics in my slide and realised how waiting can be soooo boringgg...I thought maybe can just post something here. I was checking my e-mail and browsing into my folder and I found this particular one whom sender unknown (in year 2005)...I replied a month later(same year,ok) after receiving it and it was blocked..boohoo....I guess a month too late..sigh!! Anyway wanted to share with you...perhaps you could be the sender...lalalalalala

Haven't we met somewhere before? :)))

From:
"Totalling Q. Softballs" coagulated@luther.globalnet.co.uk
To:
"Lathia"
On our way to a fire, are we?

De ballen Eschew the monumental. Shun the Epic. All the guys who can paint great big pictures can paint great small ones.

In Hollywood all the marriages are happy, it's trying to live together afterwards that causes all the problems.We cannot fashion our children after our desires, we must have them and love them as God has given them to us. A young man idle, an old man needy.The average man does not know what to do with this life, yet wants another one which will last forever. We always speak well when we manage to be understood. Look closely at those who patronize you. Half are unfeeling, half untaught.Every man's life is a fairy tale written by God's finger.Let others laugh when you sacrifice desire to duty, if they will. You have time and eternity to rejoice in.

The right to be let alone is indeed the beginning of all freedom.

Leisure is the time for doing something useful. This leisure the diligent person will obtain the lazy one never.

The world has yet to see what God will do with a man who is fully and wholly consecrated to the Holy Spirit. Never to lie is to have no lock to your door, you are never wholly alone.A critic is a reader who ruminates. Thus, he should have more than one stomach.Talk not of wasted affection affection never was wasted.

For a man to achieve all that is demanded of him he must regard himself as greater than he is. Talk ought always to run obliquely, not nose to nose with no chance of mental escape. An idea is the only level which moves the world.

One need to be a poetic to understand such authentic words. As if like he tried to tell me that being single is an option to be considered....if only I knew who the sender is...I probably will be the content one....PERHAPS..

Back at last...

2008-07-27T15:39:00.000+08:00

(Leonore, me, Jose Mexico, Jacinta and Doreen...at the vigil)

It is kinda hot in here...oppss..go figure!! I haven't got time to upload the pics cuz time is envying me. Try to catch up with load of work in the office.

World Youth Day in Australia was my first and the experienced was great. I've prepared for the worst but it turned out to be the greatest experienced ever. I've walked estimated 1044km...(oh so they said)..and realised that I really can make the impossible POSSIBLE. The people were friendly and the atmosphere was promising....very clean air and beautiful scenery. Well done there mate...

To all the people whom I met during my stay in Australia....you guys are the best!! Looking forward for the next trip!! Chow...

WYD here I come...

2008-07-15T10:15:00.000+08:00

Not sure what to expect but am excited as can be..(imagine myself jumping up and down like a kangaroo) lol..but we were warned about the purpose joining to WYD. It's all about pilgrimage and I am not going there for fun but constantly seeking the face of the lord. So to my colleague, dont expect ole-ole from australia, I may not have time to go shopping. Maybe next trip, mate!!

Be conscious,

O human, of the wondrous state in which the Lord God has placed you...

All the creatures under heaven, each according to its nature;serve;know and obey their creator better than you.

Words to ponder by St. Francis of Assisi

Taking my chances…

2008-07-15T09:49:00.000+08:00

You never get a second chance to make a first impression…how true indeed. Hence, it took me a while to create my own spot as advised by my sister Shirley. I am a perfectionist by design. Everything I do must have a plan of action otherwise I will get lost in space. I am an idealist as well. I am not sure where I am going but I AM ON MY WAY. We never know what we’ve got till it’s gone. We will never know what we’ve been missing till it’s arrived. So I am taking my chances…pushing myself to the limit.

The most completely lost of all days is the one in which I have not laughed. Silly and hard as it sounds but I am trying my best not to infuriate easily. He who angers you conquers you.

What you are about to read and witnessed will be nothing but the authentic of my real life…which can be considered boring for most people. Lo and behold, the real excitement is yet to come. We will be leaving Sabah for almost 10 days in conjunction of the World Youth Day in Sydney, Australia. I am prepared for everything as I am taking my chances.

It is better to look ahead and prepare than to look back and regret.